Sad Feeling Lingers
Actually to tell the truth, I've never been this sad before. All the things just seems not right. Firstly, it's about school re-opening. Though I hate school reopening, I can just wish that I will need to study 4 days per week X 5 weeks, reserving the last week for the major understanding test.
Secondly, it's because of work. A few valued staff left us. Just like Yi Han, Hong Zheng, Gladys, Chung Si and last but not least Ching Han. Although the time that I've actually interacted with them are like about 3-4 months, they are the group of promising staff. Having been at the restaurant for 1 year and 8 months, saw many batches of staff joins and leaves. I understand that this is part and parcel of life, but it's like a friendship made and yet broken/lost. Me and my colleague Faizal was sitting down and discussing about the matter. This really affects the both of us, and I believe for my colleague,Siti too.
Thirdly, its not being able to see Ching Han. The feeling of being separated may just be too much for me to take it.(by past experience) Sometimes I really wonder, does heaven have to make fun of me?
I guess for now, I should just concentrate with my final year project which is due on 18 Jan. After that, study well for all my understanding test. I promise I will not flunk like last time. After the 5 weeks of school, I think I might just stuck at the stuck-up place to work(which I do not want to, but there's just too much memories stored inside the restaurant. I think even 1 Terrabyte of hard disk will not be able to contain all the memories that I have.) Hopefully I'll feel better when I post the next entry.
With regards,
Alvin
