ATC 08
Haha, guess it has been quite long since I've update my blog? But nvm.
Finally it marks the end of the ATC 08. Lots of happy and unhappy moments. Dunno wat to say. I can say that my cadets are really "friendly"? Everytime I walked past, Sir this sir that. HAHA. Quite funny oso. First day, encountered a problem. Dunno the CC got tell the FIs and DY or not. Make me go in to the campsite super early and then like mcm stupid. So many schools were late. And when the arrive, I feel that my cadets and I are as though on TV show. They just watch us moving all the tentage equipments, and sad to say, no one render help. Good isn't it? This is what call as an Area. Bullshit.
Then at nite after debrief, they all went to sleep. Knew smth is going to happen. LOL!Spot on! The girls came down and told me that their tentage was infested with ants and stuff. So let them sleep at canteen. At night after our instructor debrief, I was looking at them(Sec 2s) who were sleeping at the canteen. I wonder what will happen to them if I were to leave or who shall I groom? Just a random thought.
Day 2. Most of the CIs were down for activities. But for me, lucky me. I'll just have to stay at the Log post together with Mustaqim to tend to some casualties. I made alot of trips up and down to Noordin and even outside the campsite to pick up casualties. Casualties are mostly from Pioneer, sad to say. After that I also went to help Sharon n Hidayah on the campfire stuff. Soaking firewood with kerosene. Know that I might have rashes but still help. Why? Because no one is helping! Don't even know how they deploy people. Until I've to multi-task at the same time. Damn it. Just feel so tired. During the campfire, didn't really enjoy that much. I've yet to see the campfire that can really interest me. Perhaps ATC campfire just not my cup of tea. Spent some time talking to my Sec 2 girls. HAHA. Its kinda funny the way they all talk. Just feel that they are like small girls yesterday and today they are ladies and tomorrow they are going to take over the unit. Really wish that I can train them well. But with all the hinderance, shall see how.
Day 3. The most hectic day of all. Briefed the instructors what to do but some of the tasks still undone. But nvm. I know that they've done their best. So I did the tasks. Deploying people to return things and to collect things. The things that made me pissed off are the returning of tentage. SO messy and yet things are lost. What the hell. Just so damn pissed off.
Even when returning to Pioneer, I also got nothing much to say. What's there left to say? Shall just wait for the AAR. If anything were to be shoot to me, I wouldn't have no remorse in making my points across in a not so friendly manner. Think that I've been too friendly already. Some of the people just do not know why I'm worrying abt this, abt that. And when things goes wrong, just give a smile. As though that the smile could heal the pain of me arguing to other people. Got nothing much to say. I'll settle some issues with certain people at a certain timing at a certain place.
Pissed,
Alvin
